Honestly, all I want is to be there for you. I wanna feel like I’m important to you, not just important but like the one person you turn to when you’re happy/sad/mad/whatever. Sometimes I feel like you shut me out, or talk to me only cause you have to or feel like it. I don’t know if I’m over thinking or reacting but it makes me feel like an irritant, an unwanted irritant. Sometimes, I feel like you’d rather talk to/be with someone else and it’s my fault cause I’m not good enough.

I’m trying to let go but it’s hard.

I’m posting this here cause I know you will read it someday. And also because I’m afraid I will never have the courage to say this to you in person.

I’m sorry, I wish I was stronger too.